This is Emily. This is the girl that I love, the girl that treats me like a princess, the girl that does almost everything for me. She means everything to me. She is amazing and beautiful and you see that smile up there, that smile could light up the entire world... in fact it lights up my entire world, my universe. you look at that picture up there and you think damn that girl is happy... well its not always like that, she gets sad, mad, upset and sometimes it gets so bad she cries (when she cries its the hardest thing in the world to see, it makes me want to stop time and fix everything and i do everything to make it stop.) This girl looks so strong like she has the world all figured out, but deep inside she doesnt, she gets insecure... ( I hate that because I love everything about her, her entire body its a beautiful masterpiece.) she doesnt always have the answers she wishes she could have... she will always tell you that everything is going to be okay even though when you look in her eyes you can tell she isnt always sure. She breaks down and i know that deep inside she hates that she does, she thinks that she is weak or not good enough because she has these moments that her emotions take over and she cant control everything. But I want her to know, I want her to understand that she is so beautiful scars and all. I want her to understand that her past is her past and its okay that she has one, that its alright to hurt because of the past, its okay to not let me do certain things because of her past. I want her to know that she is good enough and not just because I say it but because she repeatedly shows that she is good enough. She makes me laugh, she makes the tears go away. She makes me feel safe and I havent felt safe since I lived with my uncle when I was four. I want her to know that with everything that happens it will always be her. I will never give up on us, I will never stop fighting because she is the one, the one that I want to spend my every waking moment with. I want to have a life with her, I want marry her, i want to own a house with a gate, have really good jobs, have two kids and like a thousand pets because between the two of us will could never choose just two pets. I want to grow old with her, I want to be that couple that you say damn they are still together. I want that endless love that they only write books about. She is everything and more and I hate that she doesnt believe it but til death due us part every day up to it i will make her see that she is worth the world and then some, i will make her see that she is good enough, that she is better than the best. I love you baby with all of my heart and soul. You are the one and only. you are the answer to all my prayer and all my wishes.
It you and I against this world but I know with you by my side, we will come out winning.
Always and forever.
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