One month today, yup one month today. We have had a ups and to many downs (my fault) but I made it a month with you and well I havent been able to make it a month with anyone in like 9 months. Ive chased girls, switiching one to the next. Making them fall and than leaving for the next. With you, I dont have anyone else that I even want to talk to, you are all I need. You make me happy, You made me fall, You caught me. Last night I realised that you are the only girl that I can be myself and silly with, like I am okay with everything that we do, that is completely out of the normal range of things a 17 and 19 year olds should do. We play on swings, we laugh at stupid jokes, we go to qwiz, we go the the library, we do the most randomest things and I am okay with that. I love that. Emily, in one month I've fallen in love with you, I've given you my ring, I've told you I would take your last name, I've looked at apartments with you. We talked about the future and how to handle ours, what we want for us. You mean so much to me, I dont think you will ever fully know to the full extent of what you mean to me. One month and I know in my heart that you are the always forever. You are the one. I am sure of that. You give me feelings like no other. I want to say so much on here but I cant. Words are just not enough. Not enough at all. My words are weak compared to what I feel.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I really do. Its you, Its only you. I fell for you, Ill stay with you, its my hearts only desire.
-Nikki. <3 4/13/12
(BABY, OUR ONE MONTH IS ON FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH, ITS LIKE ONE OF MY FAVORITE DAYS IN THE YEAR!!! LOL. SORRY I THOUGHT I WOULD TELLYOU! OH AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS, SO MUCH IT WRAPS AROUND ALL THE UNIVERESES OUTSIDE OF OURS,IT GOES TO THE END OF THE VERY LAST ONE THEN LOOPS AROUND AND SWIVELS AND TURNS AND MOVES ALL AROUND SO THAT IT ALL HAS ROOM. LOL HEHEHE. YEAH.)
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