Take my hand, And with it, all I have, all I am, I am forever yours.

I have it all planned out, I have to be strong and work, make money, do everything I can to make this work for us. From this moment on, I will breathe for us, I will work my ass off to get the money that we need. In a little less than two months I will be moving into my own house, with my brother so that we, Emily and I can start our life together. We can spend every night together. Emily you are my motivation. You are everything.  I love you. And I am going to do everything I can to get us into the best position possible.  Once you get out,  I will have the house ready... Peter and I are working hard to get our lives together, he's doing because well he needs to I'm doing it because if I don't I might lose you. My goal is to get you together,  to fix you to put you together. I have to get it together, grow up a bit faster so that we can be together without the issue of parents. It will be hard but I can stand on my own two feet, I can do this. I will do this for us. Baby, you are the most important thing in my life, I know that you want to take care of me but right now, its my turn to take care of you. I have the ability to do it, so I will. You have all of me, for not one person have I actually been like I'm getting shit done to make things better for us. You have this impact on me. You think you aren't good enough but look at what you do to me, you make me want to get my shit together. You make me want to just survive. Breathe. Live. I hope I can do the same for you baby I just want to show you that you are good enough and worth more than diamonds and gold. This is our chance to get things together. We will. Failure is not an option on this one. You are my forever. That's it, I feel it. Its so strong. Its this feeling I can't describe. If you were to get down on one knee with a plastic ring, a rubber band, a pen to draw on a ring, I would say yes, I would say yes ad cry and hug you till you had to push me off. I would say yes because you are worth it. You are the one, the only one that I want to kiss, hold hands with, share a bed with, wake up to and go to sleep to. I want to scream this to the world. I want to tell the entire world that you are the girl I love the one I would marry, have kids with, raise kids with.
Baby I love you and I'm never leaving.  End of story. Stuck with ne til you tell me to leave ad even then ill fight for you. You have all of me.

-Nikki <3